ok so i sed id put some pics of maself up on here pref. not of my body to start woth but just so you guys get an idea of what i look like :) so finaly here we go me......

me and ma bf :)....i love him :)

okay so y day went all dai almost without eating and onli drinking water i ran for 30 mins at 5 30 am that morning ,my dad dropped me off at work but i was reli upset from an argument that me and my boyfrend had last nyt so i walked into the shop were i work so my dad would drive off when hed gone i went for a 3 hour walk intead :) ....i saw my boyfrend in afternoon and we kiked about with a football for a bit( bit more running lol ) ....but then we went to the shops and my boyfrend offerd to get a burger and chips to share......BAD NEWS.....i didnt want to upset him by saying no as the argument the previous night was about him not paying for anything and me feeling like he was with me for my money :(....so i said yes to try and please him ....so we ate the burger and chips(toshare)...well he ate most of the burger i had 2 bites but i had lots of chips with mayo on it :'(......anyways ma mum and dad piked me up later and wen i got home i went mad like BINGE BINGE BINGE i am so frustrated with myself didnt purge or enything...what is wrong with me :(

i got on the scales this mornin im still the same but i feel so FATFATFAT it awful i wanna go on the lemonade diet again i  am so craving the sweetness of it ryt now i cant get enuff of the stuff its great lol :D ...but my parents wont let me as i got a driving test on teusday they say it will make me ill again and loose all concentration setting me up to fail.....fair enough, but i wanna do it now ..5 weeks left until holiday.

FOR ANY ONE WHO LIKES WACHING DIET PROGRAMMES LIKE ME GO ON YOU TUBE THER IS SUCH A GREAT ONE!!!.......ITS CALLED SUPER SKINNY ME......its about 2 girls both same dress size (starting at a size 12) they have onli 5 weeks to drop 5 dress sizes..thats a a size DOUBLE00 :O....and they actualy manage it,it makes me soooo motivated....check it out lol .....

SORRY FOR THE ESSAY LOL.......stay strong summer aint long!!

xox